My trip to Nashville to see Dr. Netterville was uneventful. Everything looks fine from his perspective and I don't have to go back to him for one year!!!!Yea!!!!! He just felt of my neck and looked in my mouth, he did not do any tests. I asked him about a place on my arm that I am pretty sure is skin cancer, which he agreed it probably is. I now have an appointment on February 9th with a dermatologist in Knoxville to have it checked out. I have to admit I was a little bummed when we left there knowing I still have a form of cancer to deal with.
The weekend of the 15th 16th & 17th, Wendell, Kiah, Stephanie and I took a road trip. We left on Friday morning and drove to Valdosta Georgia and watched Kiah's friend, Loren Jones, play in a basketball game. We spent the night and then drove down to Universal Studios in Florida Saturday morning. We could not have asked for better weather! It was cloudy but 75*!!!! We had a great time. We then drove back to Valdosta and spent the night and went to Victory Baptist Church on Sunday morning. The service was really good and their singers are phenomenal!!! After Church we ate lunch and headed home.
Since I have got my all clear for my health right now I am ready to live life. I know now there are no guarantees!!! I want to live life while I can, I hope and pray the cancer never comes back, but if it does I don't want to have regrets!!!! I know our trip would sound kind of crazy under normal circumstances, having only a few days to travel so far, but it was something Kiah really wanted to do and I thought why not?!!! We made a lot of good memories in a short period of time. I just feel really blessed to be able to enjoy life and my wonderful family!!!!
This past Thursday, January 21, 2010, was my one year "cancer" anniversary. It was on the 21st of January 2009 that we went for an appointment with Dr. Sewall, an ENT in Oak Ridge, and he told me I had a very rare, serious form of oral cancer. I don't think I will ever forget that day. I will never forget the feelings that washed over me as we sat there. That was the day that the Lord's precious grace began to become evident in my life. I had been praying for days before this appointment that no matter what I was told that God's grace would be sufficient for me to deal with it. Sooo many times over this past year God made his presence and grace known to me!!!! When Wendell and I were at our lowest point God's amazing grace would shine through!!! So many of you don't even realize the times, time after time that God used you to help us!!!There were times when we just didn't think we could walk another step and we would get the mail and there would be a card or letter from someone with just the message we needed, to have the strength to stand up and continue on... for this I say Thank -You. There were times when we would receive a phone call or text message that would lift our spirits....for this I say Thank-You. There were so many times that someone would prepare a meal, soups or a desert that I could eat and deliver them to us...for this I say Thank-You. So many of you helped lessen our financial burden with unexpected help in a card or concealed in a handshake...for this I say Thank-You. I will never forget the Monday morning, the last week of my radiation, when I just felt so defeated. I didn't have the strength to carry on. I was so weak, so thin, I had been in the hospital with the worst infection I had had. I had just recovered from a mouth full of blisters. The thought of going through even one more treatment was something I didn't think I could do. (The doctors had told me the whole time that the last few treatments were the most important). I told Wendell I just couldn't do it. I got on my blog and asked you for help praying for the strength to go on and continue with my treatments. By the end of the day the Lord had answered our prayers and I not only had the strength to go for my treatment but the girls went with us and we ate dinner out that evening...for this I say Thank-You. We serve an amazing God!!!! The support we received from you here on my blog is humbling....for this I say Thank-You!!!! When we first got the news I had cancer we felt like it was our battle, but as time went on we felt as if we had a whole army of God's people, our friends, family, acquaintances, and even complete strangers who were going through this with us, who felt our pain, and who helped us to stay in the battle and helped us to fight the fight. People who were ever faithful to lift our name up to the Lord in prayer. Through all we have been through, through all the emotions we have felt there is one emotion we have never felt, we have never felt alone!!!! You will never know what this has meant to us...for this I say THANK-YOU!!!!
On a lighter note I thought I would post some pictures of my precious family and of course this includes Aaron who is like our son and Cassie who is like another daugther to us. We took them to Pigeion Forge this past weekend. Wendell and I often wonder what we will do when they all leave home!!!! Our children bring us so much joy in this life!!!! We are truely blessed!!!! I also wanted to show you a picture of my hair!!!! Yes!!!! I have some now!!!!