Monday, September 14, 2009
Please Help Me Pray
I'm reaching out this morning, asking once again for prayer I'm so undeserving of. I'm going to speak from my heart in this blog, which sometimes is not easy for me to do. Most of the time I consider myself a fairly strong person. If I have something to do I set my sights on it and get it done. I've never been a quitter. I get it from my Mom. But I have came to a point where I just don't know if I can go on. I have feared this point from the beginning. I have eight radiation treatments left. I think they intend to hold the chemo until after the radiation is finished, I will find out about that this week. I am scheduled to resume the radiation today. I just don't know if I have the strength of body or mind to continue. I must admit I find myself in a very low valley this morning. I have been searching the scriptures and asking the Lord for answers. Please help me to pray.